Argggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Argggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
aq pengen teriak sekencang2 na
sampe smw orang sadar klw aq msh disini..

aq jg manusia biasa..
bukan peri..

jangan mereka seenak nya saja datang dan pergi..

datang membawa air mata,,
seakan2 tugas ku utk menghapusnya

pergi dengan tertawa..
karena mereka menganggap tugasku selesai sudah..

arggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

aq jg mw seperti mereka,,yg seakan2 punya guardian angel..
apa mereka mikir??

jgn hanya gara2 itu,,,aq jd membenci persahabatan..
mengingkari kepercayaan..
mengkhianati teman!

aq berusaha tegar..
tp siapa seh yg sanggup terus2an gini??
klw msh punya hati,aq yakin gda yg sanggup!!

Hei Buddy!
Enjoy Ur life
Even if u must kill me!

Nonsen Sahabat!
Bullshit Best Friend!

TeLL me why??

Why I do love some one who doesn't love me in return?
Why do I cry over some one who didn't hurt me?
Why do I always think about him , if he never thought about me?
Why do I always wait for him , if he have never waited for me?
Why do I see him , but he doesn't see me..??

TELL ME WHY??

AM I WRONG??

even he doesn't know..!

hmmm...hmmm!!

I must make a choice,a tough decision
Listen to my voice
Should I give in to temptation, admiration
One leads to myself
The other someone else
Just an empty shellJust an empty shellIt's harder than it seems
When you're told that
All your hopes and dreams
Are yours to hold ifyou just give them what's expected
Something they can sell
Put upon a shelf
But I am not for sale
I am not for sale

I hear a voice inside
It's grown into a screamI
'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'Cause I can't live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
If I can't refuse the price they offer
I am sure to lose and I will suffer
Sell my soul to make a profit
All I have to do is make believe it's true
That's something I can't do
That's something I can't do

I am the first of me

So when the waiting's gone
It's time to face the truth
You know you're good enough
Deep down inside of you
You've finally woken up
If only just to prove
You were born to lead the way
Then be the first of you

You..you..and you!!

There is along periode that have never been read by the world
In the time my tears on and on streams down without rein
It makes my eyes close

A little hazy,but enough to hurt
In unconcious,I hold a pen to paint the word as if I counted the time.

I don't know how long I've been soaked in the tears

Now...everything is faded
The dark completely faded when you come in my life

Though,the fact is still the same as previous
I feel more comfort with you inside

All of these are like happiness
All of these occurs because of you...!!!

ciNta oNyet...=)

Cinta duka dilanda sepi
Cinta murni tetap alami
Cinta suci tambah di hati
Cinta abadi sampai mati
Cinta monyet mudah pergi
Tinggal monyetnya yg asik ngebaca ini...hehehe..
(just joke..!!)

This is it !

It might be my destiny
Admiring without being loved
However, it doesn't matter for me, I wanna u be happy in ur whole life

It's a long time when I keep my feeling
Waiting ur heart would welcome mine
It doesn't matter, luvin' u make me happy after all

I wanna u to know that I'm here waiting for u..
Here till the end of time, though..
And wish for the feeling will lasts forever

Allow me to see u for this time only, to say goodbye forever
And let my feeling happy for a while

My Un...Life!!

Life is unpredictable
It's unalterable..

When we're happy,it can be an unforgetable moment

When sumthing sad happen unannounced,it make our life broken..

And unbelieveable that I still think 'bout u,boy!!
Unable to hate u..
My unchanged to u..
How come??

But I'm afraid that u unattainble..=(

My Unctous Friend!!!!

Hey u..!
What r u want from me??

U lie to me..
U're a bootlicker yeah??
Ur mouth is very poisonous..
Damn!!

I think u're d'best
Think u're honest..
U can safe my soul
My secret..
But now,I know that u're just a loser..
A BIG loser!!

U never win over me..hahahaha...

Hate u buddy!!

WILY LIE!!!

Dark..
Sad..
Alone..
I'm here..

Cry..
Scream..
Yell..
In d'deep heart..

Sumtimes,
I feel bored..
Feel LoneLy..
Far.........
from my parents,
my lively life before with my fuNny frieNd..

Oh GOD!!
Here I am!!
With an awful circumstance..
Unadaptable new life..
Uncertainty friendship..

I look like a perfet disguise in d' excellent disgust thing..

I try to accept..
try to smiLe..
to wise..

It's a WILY LIE!!
Lie to myself..
to my heart..

What a pity am I??

Do it for life..
Do it for my parents..
'n do it endlessly..
Even if I don't wanna do it!!

Help!!

LOVE going CRAZY!!!

If I caN have u..
catch u..
grab u..
oh...wonderful life would be..

but...
c'mon..!!!
I must stop dreaming about u..
I must stop thinking of u..
I must look for someone new..

hikz..hikz..
be honest!!
I can't...
I reaLLy2 caN not DO it!!

DAMN!!

u take all of my heart,mind,and even my souL..

do u know??
no..no...NOPE!!!
u don't know 'n never know maybe..

POOR ME!!